Saturday, August 7, 2010

I want to feel full.

To feel whole, like I used to.

There's an emptiness, fear and anxiety there...even the best possible future I could dream up scares the shit out of me. Nothing feels right; no matter what hypothetical scenario I place myself in, it feels foreign and useless. "What's the point?"

I hate being so lifeless when I have the potential for so much passion and energy. My soul needs a little dose of spiritual B12.

Or, it would...y'know, if I believed I had a "soul."

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