Monday, December 10, 2012

I have been groomed
to be this way
but I have to say
it's better than what I otherwise
would have been

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Poem From the Pitch-Blackness of Night

Writing in a notebook
in darkness
is harder than you could have
ever imagined.
but I’m desperate.

When the feeling’s right
you’ve got to get it out of you
before it eats you
from the inside
The mood moon waxes
and wanes
more rapidly than
and I begin to see my scrawl.
I wish the light
would go away.
Sometimes it takes darkness
for the truth to come out
like a roach you knew
was hiding there
but didn’t want to

(even in the dark my pen found the lines) 

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Friday, September 7, 2012


show me what you've got,
and boy had it better
be good,
because I don't take less than that

if you really want to know me,
first you've got to
let me see what you're worth

I may be a pitiful girl
in need of a
5-year growth spurt
but at least I'll have you
to make me feel

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


any time you bring it over here
of course I shudder
and I thought that maybe
you’d have gotten
the fucking hint by now
you think you know about it
but the truth is that
there’s nothing to know
I cannot feel
or see
or hear
so I leave it over there
to rot,
I guess.

Monday, September 3, 2012

did i fuck ur fuck did i make u say all those bad things did u eat the rain i didn't think so


It wasn’t much of a thing to her
but it meant something to me
the way she put her hand on mine
and told me
that she
to die.
I didn’t feel it then as much as now.
It’s hard to say it but
I wish she would have
done it.

Sunday, September 2, 2012


feeling fuzzy
cannot touch but
can feel nonetheless
feeling sharp
it pricks u
in a way that only hurts
somewhere distant
u feel so prickly
but also
in my hands

Sunday, July 15, 2012

You can't see your own hypocrisy.

Don't you know that I don't have to wave my bloodied arms
in front of your face
to be