Why don't I get any say in what happens in my life?
Why is everything allowed to drastically change and affect every aspect of my life but I can't do a damned thing about it?
It doesn't make sense...something is so wrong, I can feel it but I don't know what it is and I don't know what I can do about it but this. is. not. right.
I am so not in control.
I can't stand this.